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he is born with a sickness. love. an eagerness to love, and to love, and to be loved.

these are the dull hours, with nothing but a skateboard to his name and the stench of cigarettes from his brother’s forgotten jacket. he wears it not to remember him, and not to seek his warmth in the midst of solace – he wears it for, perhaps, some silly symbolic reason. he is in love with poetry, though he knows it’s a one-sided love. and as such, with a poet’s nightly blues, he wears the jacket on nights he feels more like a child yearning for the unseen world ( he’s thirteen again, coughing on bitter medicine and staring at the fading blues of daylight – mother is nowhere to be seen, nowhere to be heard ). 

“ huh. ”

he tugs on the bottom of his jacket, skateboard pressed tight to his aching side. jungkook remembers the old book tucked away in his bag, pages weathered to the point of almost falling out. the small, almost illegible text blurred in his memory. nights spent reading it, with his heart in his fingers as he gently flipped from page to page, melancholy pouring over the words as he sought something – something like home, or perhaps tragedy. he doesn’t know. he never knows.

“ why ? why why why ? c’mon. y’know I don’t read that much. ” as much as it pains him to lie, he does. he does it with a smile, and brush of knuckles against his cheek. stubborn. his eyes are glossy with the lights of the shop, and perhaps, some ghost that haunts him from time to time. a reminder. something about the past, or maybe the future. he doesn’t know. his heart hurts and he just … he doesn’t know the answer, doesn’t know the reason.

“ … do you really want me to leave ? ” there is a strain in his voice when he speaks, his eyes seeking comfort in ripped jeans and washed out t-shirts. vulnerability. sickness. a desire for love.

he had abruptly woken up from a deep slumber, hearing the cadence of quietly spoken words. his eyes are reluctant to open; lids heavy, weighed down by somnolence. he wants to go back to sleep, but the voice serves as a hindrance; tempts him like an inimical siren, leading him to his demise. absentminded and unhurried, his gaze takes towards the direction the voice had came from and there, he sees nothing; no one but the window he forgot to close before bed. 

his head falls promptly back onto the pillow upon realization that he’s without another, sighing. this has been an ongoing occurrence for weeks on end, hearing the voice of someone who is not there. it belongs to a woman; soft spoken, gentle in every facet he could possibly think of  and more. she sounds like an angel who wouldn’t so much as harm a fly, and that is precisely what unnerves him. who is she? what does she want from him? and why him, of all people? 

reality subsequently prevails when he hears a knock at his door, snapping him out of his reverie. taeyong pushes himself off the mattress, sits upright and brushes his fringe away from his face; tresses tousled, disheveled and unkempt. he slips a black shirt over his once bare torso before he makes his way to the door, opening it without checking the security camera located right by the door, to his left. that was a mistake, he knows. but, fortunately for him, his guest was not a threat. annoying maybe, but by no means dangerous. if anything, the lad’s quite the opposite.

his eyes narrow and, for the longest second, he stares at jaehyun as if to understand why he had chosen to visit him now, of all times. it was late. he does not need anything, nor does he want anything. jaehyun has no reason to be here, unless he’s the one who needs something from taeyong. “it’s two in the fucking morning.” no greeting, no welcome, nothing. “what do want?” 

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