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YEAH …… YEAH ……..

ugh wind up dolls go so hard both in just abstract concept of needing to be wound up in order to function, and aesthetically !! i love the big key

but yeah i’m obsessed with imagining slowly losing your ability to move and function . movements getting more and more jerky and stiff until the doll just stops and goes limp ..

i like it if they can think clearly the whole time and are just trapped in their body and the sensations, but i also love it if their brain slowly patters out as their key winds down .. turning their key again and their brain is finally able to keep up with what’s happening for a brief moment before it slows down again

(sorry this ask was glitching out for some reason FHSJD so here’s a screenshot)

YO ????? i did not know that this was a thing ?????

but YEAH ABSOLUTELYYYYYYYY the embarrassment or something …

plane

pooltoy

maid

stage crew drone

ok this is gonna be an absolute ramble so i hope you enjoy

there’s definitely multiple aspects to it, like one is the rlly silly and cartoonish idea of Being a number or other mathematical object, being manipulated and transformed and messed with

and just in general math is so abstract so its interesting to personify it, like how does it FEEL for a number to be multiplied by 0, or for a really complex equation to be reduced, or for a shape to be transformed???? this kinda connects to objectum stuff, like personifying inanimate things! it also connects to hypnosis, bc that’s a way to experience these abstract feelings

another thing abt math+hypnosis is that i feel like math proofs, or explaining stuff abt math in general, can be rlly hypno-adjacent? like you’re explaining to someone a different model to see the world and they have to fit it into their worldview!!! working with someone within a model that’s abstract/removed from reality is Literally hypnotizing them . this is true i swear . (this is why playing games with people is also hypnosis)

ANOTHER thing is that i think it’s fun when math is framed in like . an almost divine and magical and eldritch way . i can’t explain this part as well off the top of my head but ive definitely seen math framed in this way before

but i missed seeing people on here and rambling about this kinda stuff, so i finally decided that i'm gonna make a new blog and move onto there, hopefully with less worry and pressure for myself !!