#2stressed

I want to cry and then just cry forever until I turn into a puddle

I’m seriously about to cry I need more time before school like seriously I have class in 22 days I’m fucking mad about this I NEED MORE TIME TO BE BORED AND DO NOTHING

Yesterday I went to the gym for two and a half hours. Later that day I drummed for an hour and a half. I went home and drank four beers. I was exhausted by 11 pm. So I went to bed. Then I just laid there. I didn't sleep at all. I know I didn't, because it's six eleven in the morning, and I'm still conscious. I've had a lot of trouble sleeping lately.

upset bc i have to get up at six, drive through snow and rain for an hour and a half for a meeting at 8:30 to discuss the project and 8 page essay i need to do in the next four weeks

Too stressed to sleep and I got to be up in 4 hours and go to an 8 hour training bullshit thing which is stressing me out more making me not sleep even further and it's just an endless vicious cycle wow

I am neither funny or cute via text I am never giving my number to any other person ever