#2myself

What the fuck did you do now dude? Could you have been any better? Are you trying your hardest? It would have just been easier to NOT be you right? What did you say? You want to turn off? No, you have shit to do. Nice try! Oh? No one will ever fully understand you? No one cares about what you’re going through? You might be right but you might be wrong. And then what? What will you do then? What if you ever bothered telling yourself life is as dumb as you make it? What if you ever bothered to telling yourself that no one is ultimately worth your time. Why can't you just do what you know is right? Why is it so hard for you? Why does everyone make your hardships the entire story? Why do YOU somehow start defining the worst of the relationship? Why? What haven't you understood yet? Are you missing something? Is someone else missing something? What will you do to get better? Are you even better? Do you even know what that means? Do you know what anything means? Do you even know what was right or wrong from this? Do you know how you need to be? Are you able to actually think about that? Or are you just destined to play this loopback sometime soon again? Fuck you. 

how do i tell my "boss" i h8 working at the salon and im terrible with making calls so i wanna quit. ive only worked there once for about 6 hours and it succed so much and i still made way less than when i freelance & paint fuccin walls. at least the wall doesnt require me to remember a slogan and pretend to know what a balayage is ://

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