#2:25

I remember waking up one night crying because I missed you. I remember waking my dad up and him asking what was wrong. All I could get out was sobs. You’re in my dreams at night but I don’t tell a soul. Knowing you have probably moved on and forgot about me hurts. And remembering the times we had together, kills. I just want you to be happy and if you are happy with someone else, then I will suffer. 298.6 miles away and hang outs once a year but somehow you still have the same effect on me since the last time we were together, and that’s only thinking about you. If I saw you in person, I’d probably die from butterflies and smiles. If we touched, sparks would fly through my body. If you smiled at me, fireworks lit up the sky. If you said something cheeky, I’d blush and you would tease me about it. We would play sports and you’d laugh at me because I’m awful at it but then you’d help me and teach me how to play. We’d wrestle and jump on top of each other and I comment how heavy you were and you’d gasp and ask me if I called you fat. All the times we had together, kill me inside because I know you probably do better things with other girls. But there’s no way for me to know because we are so far away from each other. When I first saw you, I thought you were the one. You were my first crush, but..I can’t even explain it. You’re my everything, my world, my light. You’re like a star. So mesmerising, so beautiful, so unique, so bright…but so far away.

I’ll love you forever. Xx