#29oct2015

She hates me bcoz of him I hate him bcoz of her He has no idea whats goin on I hate him I hate her I hate everybody Hes the reason i hate him Shes the reason i hate him They the reason i hate them n maself

She hates me bcoz of him I hate him bcoz of her He has no idea at all I hate them all Dont wanna talk to them all

I shouldnt marry him I shouldnt accept his proposal I shouldnt date him I shouldnt meet him

They have idea whats inside me because they only knew ma cover, ma mask, ma fake smile

She started it again When i already told her everything She started it again I hate it I start to hate him too becoz shes always doin it

They said that inlwas is the one who talked a lot about ur marriage But its ma mom I hate her nagging I knew i was wrong but i hate to be appointed She talked like she knew everything I already told her but its like shes not listening I hate her I hate him I hate everybody I hate them all Should i kill maself? Allah hates someone who killed herself But Allah also hates someone who hurt someone else Allah also hates someone who ignore others Allah hates someone like me Someone told me that Parents' ridhlo is Allah ridhlo, husband's ridhlo is Allah ridhlo I knew i cant doin it, ive tried Its hard I also hate maself No one knew it and no one who wanna know it Poeple always say that im wrong,i shouldnt be like that, i shouldnt do that I knew it, i knew it I also wanna change myself I want it too They dont know that its getting harder to change it when everyone said that i was wrong I started to hate him and hate anyone who said i was wrong I hate it i really hate it But noone knew what i relly felt They only knew ma cover not ma book