#28.11.11

So we got there and there were people that looked totally normal, not as freaked out as we were and there were other freaking persons....  then we got in and wanted to buy a triad necklace but they didn't had them. Excuse me but what is this shit. the godamm necklace was one of the main reasons why i flyed there... okay not really, but whatever. Some people looked at me like: what is that kinda human animal or something and looked away fast and other peolple looke a bit longer and gave me a smile.

when we got in the crowd it wasn't that brothers and sisters sadly. and people were about to boo at the opening bands and flipped them of, i mean its okay to have your own opinon but thats fucking disrespectfull!!! and i thought they werent that bad. i had terrible pain in my hips around the opening the 4564567643 times they showed the trailer about MARS300, witch happens quite a lot in the last time. i really thought i couldn't take it in that moment. but when they started playing the pain went away within seconds. i never had more fun in my life then this night. and i probabbly burned more calories this evening than the whole last year. we were jumping and singing and screaming all the time it was so awesome. afterwards we talked to some awesome people and got compliments for our outfits and everyone was very nice and there were quite hotties around. and we saw abby lee, she walked right in front of us and it was very weird. Pauli described it like: why wasn't she in the computer and why is she walking and alife. that pretty much hits it. after she found out that she was a member of one of the opening bands, our mountain.

i still didn't realise that i saw them for real. i've been afraid of that i'd pass out on the concert cause i'd see them but i happily didn't i sometimes cried while they were playing but it was okay cause i've been laughing at the same time. did i really saw Jared leto live?

i think it was quite good that i went there with pauli cause in the last time we kinda got apart from each other. its amazing that i've been able to experience that with her. Thank you! I love you!