#26feb2016

i just want to be important to someone. i wanna feel like im worth something. like im not hard to love, and that i dont have to work to earn someones love. i dont wanna feel like im always the one that cares more about the other person anymore. im tired of feeling like im never good enough, and that i have to try extra hard to please someone. i cant remember a single time someone’s cancelled other plans for me or waited on me or went out of their way just to spend time with me, yet i always find that its me doing these things. and i guess the reason no one’s done this for me, is because no one really does genuinely care about me. i mean honestly, never have i ever felt like someone put me first. i cant think of a time where i felt like i was truly treasured by someone. just once, id like to feel like a priority.