I wanted to be by your side so very much. I looked forward to sleeping because it let me hide from my troubles and problems and fast forwarded me to the next day when I could see you again. Your faint lilac scent as you passed by me. Your gentle laughter as you ran through the wind. Your intense, but caring stare that penetrated mine. The way you showed up one day and saved me from drowning in my own despair of life. But it was all a lie. A lie to myself. You saved me and I am grateful, but as much as I want to—I simply do not love you. You are wonderful. Great, but my broken heart has decided not to beat for you. Desperation lead me to think this to be more than it is. Good-bye. I shall forevermore remember you, but only as my true friend and nothing more.
