#247chaerin

@247chaerin 

2017 - somewhere in april

The response to her novel is much bigger than Shinhye ever could have dreamed. Somehow the few teasers she had posted online and the great following she already garnered before have made her book publish a rather widespread event. So what originally was going to be just one book signing session in one of the bigger Seoul bookstores has now become a series of book signing sessions, and she’s already at the fourth day in a row. People continue to keep coming by with their examples of the book for her to sign, telling her of how much they enjoyed it and how much they appreciate her writing and how much they’re looking forward to the next volume in the series.

It’s quite a boost to her self confidence, honestly, all these people with their interest in her book and their compliments for her writing. To be honest, she’s wanted to be able to pick up quite a few of them to carry around with her, that’s how precious this entire event has been so far. And of course there were also the few people she actually knew, who had also come to stand in line for no reason whatsoever, some even carrying multiple books with her. She still fondly remembers the moment Bora showed up with five or six books, each one needed to be signed, one for every room in her house she had claimed.

The memory brings a brighter smile to Shinhye’s face as she greets the next person, taking their book and signing it to their name, with a little extra note in it. It’s been quite the interesting ride so far, so many different types of people who have read and enjoyed her book. Some people of course also came with criticism on little parts or plot twists that they had preferred not to be there. She keeps those in mind too, but still feels like the story has flown entirely like it should have. The occasional small parts she thought weren’t going to go over well, are actually more so the parts that the people seem to like all the better.

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It’s one month and seven days after Chaerin came to him asking to join AOMG Records. On the twelfth of September she signed her one month trainee contract under his company and here they are, four weeks later, ready to evaluate her progress during that time.

If he’s very honest he hasn’t been as focused on it as he probably should have been, considering all that has happened to him since the start of her time at AOMG, as well as the fact that she just came to him in the wrong month entirely. The end of year period, starting from september onward, is never a good time for him. It tends to get progressively worse, kind of has an all time low in November and then steadily tries to return to normal, but usually he only feels truly okay again somewhere around March or April, when spring slowly starts to bring the entire world back into bloom. As if he’s blooming with it.

For now, however, they’re still stuck in the steep decline of October and he hates it. He hates getting out of bed every morning, something that has been getting progressively harder to do with every passing day. He also hates pretending to be fine when he so clearly does not feel fine. But most of all he hates the fact that he can’t even just quit it all because he feels responsible for his company.

And none of that has anything to do with Chaerin, honestly, but she has become a victim of circumstance.

Still, he’s given her some dance classes and from what his fellow trainers say she’s been doing really good. They’ve all been telling him to keep her on, that she will do a great job. They’ve also all been telling him that she doesn’t necessarily need extensive training before debuting, but could continue to just improve as she goes, while already having a few songs to go.

So, if she is still as passionate about this all as she was when she came to him, there is a high chance he is signing her as an AOMG artist. He already wrote a song a week or so back that he asked her to come sing for him and it had turned out rather well. He can only hope the rest of whatever he’s going to come up with is going to sound just as good.

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she walks in through the door, smelling like lavender and feathers and something very inherently just so uniquely her, that he notices right away and suddenly he is ashamed of himself. he knows he ought to feel better whenever she is around, because she is so light and good and sweet, but she’s been gone for hours now and he’s just only been sitting here, curled up against the wall now ever since then. he hasn’t been able to bring himself to move all day, trapped in some sort of suspended state of hopelessness.

with her arrival, life begins again, the world restarts and he actually looks up at her coming in through the door, which is the most he’s done since the sun was on the other side of the sky. he’s suddenly sure his phone has been ringing and piling up with messages, but it’s plugged in over by her bed in another room down the hall, and he hasn’t been able to hear it over the white noise that has engulfed him today. his food is sitting stale on the counter, the book untouched a foot away from him, no sign of life anywhere in his memory—it’s like the past few hours just haven’t existed at all.

TEXTS MEME — currently not accepting

✆ for a morning text

[ ➤ Rinnie ✨ ] so umm i just woke up and...[ ➤ Rinnie ✨ ] it’s not my apartment??[ ➤ Rinnie ✨ ] WHERE AM I[ ➤ Rinnie ✨ ] if i find money on the bedside table istg[ ➤ Rinnie ✨ ] nvm[ ➤ Rinnie ✨ ] apparently i don’t recognize my own bedroom

symbol text meme: currently accepting.  

↳ send me ✆ for a morning text.

( sms ↷ chae 👑 ) wow i bet i drank so much last night ( sms ↷ chae 👑 ) my head hurts a lot sgdhjdghdk( sms ↷ chae 👑 ) good morning btw goddess 💖💖💖

↳ send me ✉ for a text that wasn’t sent.

( saved as draft ↷ chae 👑 ) do you ever think if we could be more than friends?( saved as draft ↷ chae 👑 ) i mean you’re nice and gorgeous and all and i’m just( saved as draft ↷ chae 👑 ) um you might just be my girl crush because damn

↳ send me ✿ for a suggestive text.

( sms ↷ chae 👑 ) excuse me you look hot as fuck with that dress last night ( sms ↷ chae 👑 ) not even kidding but wow it does things to my body i’m???

↳ send me % for a curious text.

( sms ↷ chae 👑 ) this is very important so pls answer me quick( sms ↷ chae 👑 ) okay so what is your fave ice cream flavor? :-))

↳ send me ♀ for a heartbreaking text.

“✆” for a MORNING text. ( 06:00 —> rookie trainee CL ) rise and shine, you had to be here five minutes ago. your dancing skills aren’t going to improve on their own just because you’re dreaming about it. Chop chop.

“✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.( 16:28  —> rookie trainee CL ) I know I’m being really harsh on you but with the situation you’re in the only way I can keep you in the company is if you improve so tremendously that there’s no one left who can deny the merit in keeping you. I still have some shareholders to think of, even if I hold the biggest part myself still.{undo writing}

“ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. ( 22:53 —> soon-to-be-famous ) Just watched the recording of your singing practice with Hankyul today. You’re improving tremendously. Keep up the good work.

“✘” for a HATEFUL text. ( 10:28 —> ungrateful xxx ) Last time you were 10 minutes late, now it’s half an hour. I get that you have a day job but this place is not a charity. If you’re late one more time you’re out. There are dozens of people bending over backwards to make this happen for you. Show some respect.