rather passionate about pastels — pink is her favorite though
has a cute fashion taste but doesnt realize it
she bleeds and bruises pretty easy; she's fragile.
people who speak in metaphors make her feel kinda dumb, she wants to be deep like that, but she thinks of herself as p shallow
keeps many things to herself
voice is rly gentle and soft —— like yuna's ??
likes to find meanings in things, but not very good at understanding/making metaphors.
she doesnt think highly of herself but she doesnt think shes useless either. she thinks of herself as just..floating adrift without purpose. she wants to find purpose and she wants to find love.
^^tentative+++ gets incredibly emotionally attached to shoujos and songs. either this or she wants to be able to get attached, but she just.. doesnt see the point. she wants to, but maybe shes just not good enough, huh. hc preferences leaning to the latter bc she's kind of a hopeless plain girl who can't rly love for herself haha kinda ironic
shes never been in love before, but she had mistaken a few things for love.
likes the sound of acoustics, genuine, raw, sweet, real. its authentic.
physically weak, shes fairly good mental-wise (esp after studying) but she feels that its mainly memorization and not really something to be proud of. she doesnt boast that often and almost always sounds hesitant and tentative about sharing answers, even if she knows that theyre right. she doesnt want to come off as rude or obnoxious. tbh the hesitance causes her to second guess herself a lot.
fascinated by fire, water, heights, lightning, flowers, life, nature
she compares herself to others a lot
afraid of blood but fascinated by it as well
disgusted by sadists and uncomfortable around masochists
she likes simple answers but understands that life is not so simple. she thinks of herself as a pretty "simple" person though.
doesnt like people who complain
tries to make the most of bad situations but she knows that bad things are bad. sugarcoating and "optimism" has led to a mild degree of fakeness embedded into her personality; she won't speak out against things she feels aren't worth speaking out and won't get involved if she finds that her input will only put further strain on things. in other words shes a people pleaser.
her immune system is pretty weak
she's placid and rather docile and hosts a bad habit of bottling up her feelings every now and then without realizing. she doesn't want to tell anyone though — she doesn't want to bother them and she also wants to discover herself by herself. she's independent in that sense.
she has strong motherly instincts.
she likes cute things and hearts.
her deduction skills are decent.
if people dont match her enthusiasm she gets kinda withdrawn
she likes the idea of having friends but she almost always feels out of place
she's modest and is shy when she is the center of attention.
she's rather curious and tries not to pry but she has bad self control.
she believes in true love but has never experienced it — she's rather embarrassed/let-down by that fact, but she hides it with a smile saying that its best not to rush this sort of thing.
she’s a bit of a math nerd.
in love with the idea of love, but never ever found love herself.
