#22.1.11

I'm don't use curse words a lot...as much as other people. And this is my first time being late to putting my daily posts and also will be the last! I think I have started some sort of liking to cheese lately. Especially cheddar cheese, no actually string cheese. And it's weird. We are thieves! Cheese is made out of milk and the milk is from cows. I mean we're stealing sources here like I wouldn't want animals to be stealing our mother's milk to be feeding their children. I don't get why started this off by cheese, I should have continued on with another topic. Perhaps maybe talking about the summer? See that's the thing! I always go off talking about the future and what's not happening right now! I have no idea why I do it, why should I be talking about what's happening now, it's not going to help me or anything. Or is it? I don't know. Yeah I got nothing today except Misfits in my head. And other problems. I don't want these posts to be random, but it is turning like that. I have to see the purpose! But to conclude all, I'm just hurt [an on and off thing]. Or bummed out about something that I should just let it pass, but I tend to hold onto things. Let it go. Not just the problem, but the source.