No.211
Think I may have another moment of 'being lost' due to:
1. Mom keeps pressing the job/work future thing saying it's "hard" to live in VN at the moment but it is hard everywhere and things are always unpredictable. I am trying my best, seriously... But please do not expect anything from me because I always fail others' expectations. And I fail hard when I know I am expected. Automatically.
2. Foucault (T_T) - Lots of thoughts going on I wonder if I should remain un-articulated about all of it. His works are interesting. But now HE is even more interesting than his own works. Keep me thinking T_T Make me scary sometimes somehow.... It's scary. I am feeling really worried and unsettled...
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Dear.
Production Essay is still ... "in progress" - I MUST finish it soon. I can.
And I WILL.
