#21:)

Since the day I turned 21 (finally!!!), A LOT has happened and it has only been what, two weeks? Anyway, now that I have "matured," I have to consider/think about the little things that used to not matter. I've realized many things about my life; from the way I present myself to others, to the little decisions I have to make regarding my future particularly about this section in our lives called love. ugh. Honestly, I used to be this emotional sensitive girl who believed in love at first sight and all those cliche things, but now, I can conclude that I've gone tired of them. Why? because not a thing is worth it. Yes, I know that maybe my past is not as difficult as someone else, or that my love stories are not as heart breaking as others' but I have tried my best, and what did I get? Nothing. just a bunch of disappointments and painful memories. I'm done, and no, it does not mean that I have given up, it just means that I've finally realized that love is not something worth giving your everything up to because at the end of the day, whether you don't regret it or not, you will end up missing something about yourself and the thing is that, I learned it the hard way.