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02:25 只是没见过世面吧。这个世界上永远有比你强的人，也有很多比你不幸的人。知道这些之后，也就不会再用世俗的标准去衡量自己和别人了。即使真诚如我，也会有虚荣心啊。

15:19 川普当选的时候我也崩溃了。崩溃一会儿还是得起来继续战斗。革命远未成功。

15:30 我看完了一整本《花间词》也没觉得有啥没什么好词句。

15:34 今天的感慨是，想靠诚实劳动赚钱越来越难了。很多人是走投无路，只能从事诈骗行业了。

16:52 被误会不是我的问题，是别人的问题。

17:00 每个人值得我在乎的程度是不一样的。我不想不开心。惹我不开心的人就不值得我在乎。

17:04 清空聊天记录当做什么都没发生！

17:15 没有24小时核酸结果都不能出高速。我可不能再随便出门了。

18:45 我可以死，但我不想被虐待。

18:48 我不在乎死不死，遗忘不遗忘。

18:52 鳌拜说，背后捅刀子。。。你和恶人做朋友，小心恶人背后捅你刀子。

20:32 头好痛。

20:32 病了。打不了王者荣耀了。

("over" means a 2-hour-long train trip to the other end of the country)

I want to switch off my phone in the moment I arrive and find you with my eyes at the station instead of texting you asking where you are

When I see you, I run until I reach you

(I hate running, but I would run)

When I reach you, I pull you close and hold you for long seconds

I take the first steps of the way back to myself in your hug

(I know you aren't used to long hugs, but last time you said you liked it)

I let go, we walk off with your hand in mine

I go home with you

(Maybe "home" isn't the place you call so but you live there so it feels like coming home to me)

I say hi to your dogs and your parents

(in this order)

We make tea or cocoa and head back to your room with the warm cups

Sometimes we talk, sometimes we don't

Sometimes I play with your fingers or with your hair

(Sometimes I feel things)

Are you my place

to hide

or are you

my shelter?

I want you to be