もうすぐお別れして1年が経つのに未だに夢に出てくる好きだった奴、手強いな。特別忘れたいとか思ってないけど忘れさせてくれないあたりアイツらしいなと思う。【夢に出てくる人はあなたに会いたがっている人】というのを聞いたことがあるから、アイツ私がいなくて寂しいんだろうな～♡と勝手に思って勝手にハッピーになっている。自分がポジティブなおかげで自分を救えている気がする。自給自足的な。

"I'm not asking you to kiss me, nor apologize to me when I think you're wrong. I won't even ask you to hug me when I need it most. I don't ask you to tell me how beautiful I am, even if it's a lie, nor write me anything beautiful. I won't even ask you to call me to tell me how your day went, nor tell me you miss me. I won't ask you to thank me for everything I do for you, nor to care about me when my soul is down, and of course, I won't ask you to support me in my decisions. I won't even ask you to listen to me when I have a thousand stories to tell you. I won't ask you to do anything, not even be by my side forever. Because if I have to ask you, I don't want it anymore.”