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191013 IU's makeup artist Shinae Instagram Update

Q: You stood out today.

JY : Rather than saying I'm good, the boys are just bad. If I were to be accurate, it's that. In elementary school I would always be left out since the kids were all good at soccer.

JY:  There is something good that came out of being a part of GOT7. The ability to show my sports ability. The boys' standards are so low so I naturally end up at the top. Their bad performance at sports is what allows me to shine.

Have you ever been confronted with so many options or opportunities that you’re frozen with indecisiveness? Everywhere you look there is another possible path to explore, as if you’re walking through an active nightmare and every tree in the dark forest is really a door waiting to be opened. Just imagine; each door is labeled differently and the labels are screaming at you-begging to be opened. It’s overwhelming, really. And depending on your mental and emotional stability, that can either be a positive or a negative experience; it’s up to you. Personally, I experience both. But my point of view is different than yours. It looks, sounds and feels different, but best of all it tastes different. I live in a rat’s nest of wires. No, not real rats and definitely not real wires…unless you’re a robot comprised of cold electronics, colorful copper and humming circuits.

Wait.

 “Me?” you’re wondering. Yes, you. The confused fleshy warmth all seamed together in that meat suit you wear so insecurely. The one who focuses more on the surface flaws you glimpse in your reflection rather than what’s hidden beneath. The one who can’t feel me move around inside, let alone acknowledge my existence. I am the whisper to your doubt, the instigation to your rage, and the laughter to your lacking confidence. You’re disgusting and pathetic, but it feeds me. I absolutely love you for it. Your flaws are mouthwatering. I fester and thrive where you feel weak and limited. I loathe the darkness that you run from. I am the screaming silence pestering you with bitter thoughts throughout your failing attempts to sleep and I am that energetic insomnia you dread.

Hi. You are my rats nest, and this is my home. I am never welcome, but you always leave the door open. You invite me through every sour thought that crosses your mind. You blame me when you react impulsively (rightfully so) but you don’t claim me when it matters. You are irresponsible, and thankfully that gives me the unconditional freedom to target the few responsibilities you do maintain. Well, the pitiful attempt to, that is.

Q: Member that suits the Soccer Concept best

JY : Physically Jaebeom hyung is really cool but the physical appearance proves to be in-proportional to his skills. Youngjae used to be really popular for soccer in Mokpo but I didn't see his skills for myself yet.