#2012 text

This time last year i wrote a post exactly the same as this one, round about the same time on the same day, New Year's Eve. It's amazing reading back on that post and reading about what i wanted from this year and how i felt this time last year. It's safe to say i was a fucking wreck this time last year, i had never been so weak, helpless and vunrable in my entire life. Which now i think about it i find it amazing how i was even like that.

I think 2012 outdid 2011, by a long shot. I think that's because i didn't only rely on one person to give me amazing memories. I've got my memories from some amazing people in my life this year. My girls and my family have really pulled through for me this year... They're probably the most amazing human beings i've ever met in my life.

2012 brought my Drake's concert, oh my god i would say probably one of my best nights of 2012. My 16th birthday gathering, PROM!! Epsom derby day, SUMMER. My 3 holidays. All the new friends ive made and new people i've got speaking to, starting college, passing my GCSEs. Now when i think about it 2012 did more for me than 2011 ever did. That's why i'm so so so happy in life right now. I'm content with life. I'm seeing someone new and he makes me so happy, and i hope there's a future for us in 2013. I'm stronger and i'm everything i wanted to be in 2012 that i hoped for on this day in 2011. And better yet, i'm better off without someone i thought i needed.

Now, in 2013 i don't know what i want. I won't wish for much. Just for happiness, love, memories.  

So the plan was to go to Best Buy after work today to pick up a new monitor.

And then my mother had a health crisis, so my dad couldn't go anywhere.

So we're hoping to get out to the store sometime tomorrow.

Somewhere between me going to work for a few hours and then leaving to go to RushCon in the evening.