#19nov2015

It has been 14 years of blood, sweat and tears.. Not to mention 14 years worth of money. As much as I love dancing, the environment is just sucking the life out of me to the point that I feel that it is toxic. Losing the never ending battle against favouritism- I don’t know how long more I will be able to do this. I don’t know what to do. Leave dancing once and for all or stick through it even without a clear destination? But I don’t know how long I will be able to last there. How long it would take me to break down once more- I don’t know. They say you learn to handle these things as you grow older, but I am getting worse at enduring things these days. I know I have to make a decision soon. But somehow, I don’t want to.