College camps are so scary! Don't get me wrong I'm extremely grateful and blessed. But I'm terrified!
I'm in a culinary major, specifically hot foods. Baking is hard and not for me in a professional setting. My highschool is a trade school.
But what if my skills are just not up to par? Like I already know my equipments gonna be cheap. I mean living off the gov. type of poor here.
So I'm gonna be the poor skill-less kid. What them?!
I will learn and try my hardest regardless but I am so scared!
In the camp there are different "cabins" in the camp and they all cook different cultures of food.
I have rarely to never cooked red meat.
Because chicken & pork are cheap.
And I've never really explored with food outside of class because wasting foods mean messing up the budget which means not always having food.
Plus I allowed myself to get into cooking way later than most of my highschool peers.
So thinking about the college, big people, I'm gonna feel even more behind.
Plus my dad keeps scaring me about the area! I grew up in farm land and it's in a city. Which my dad explains as "trauma down a road".
Not a good start as someone with paranoia issues!
My dad's an ass. And not just in the dad way. But we both getting into that rn.
Hope y'all have a good day. <3