#18.1.11

This one will just be a quickie. Sounds dirty in a British accent, but..ANNETTE hi there. Yeah you know who you are and now it must be weird reading this in your point of view, well I would be feeling awkward reading it. I will see you tomorrow. NO! I don't want to actually, I mean I'm fine with you reading my daily rantings without my presence around but seriously you reciting it over the phone, that was just torture for me. I kept the phone at like an arm's length or like tried covering your voice over with my palm. I mean sure we've known each other very well and we should be comfortable, but man somehow I felt embarrassed, but then felt relief? Or maybe accepted? Wait but then again why does it matter to me if you accept or something. I don't know, maybe I like knowing you somewhat understand me. I should be doing that essay right now instead of having an indirect talk with you. Today was nice in a way kinda. I don't feel like explaining. Laziness.