Jun 11
I’m so annooyeddds like I’m doing this things because it’s me maybe partly because of eating disorder and because I’m woman but like let me be?????
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I’m so annooyeddds like I’m doing this things because it’s me maybe partly because of eating disorder and because I’m woman but like let me be?????
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Ok maybe adding l-tyrosine supplement what I needed all this time??? Or maybe it’s just a placebo effect but it does feel like brain is less foggy or something
I just want to feel comfortable in my own body, enough that intimacy wouldn’t disgust me.
My own inner voice is driving me insane, it fills my head with feelings of disgust and shame, embarrassment, loathing. The problem is I can’t catch it on time when I have this thoughts, I don’t notice it but then the feelings are so overwhelming I can’t stop feeling it. I just want to isolate myself from everyone and everything, to feel safe from these emotions.
So annoyed lmao I can’t stop thinking about eating and food and body and all these things altogether, a porridge inside my head
I feel over1000000000 kgs heavier and I feel disgusting
But I try to remind myself it was about my connections to people and it wasn’t about food or weight or anything at all what’s important was the time I spend with them and not by myself tracking my every movement
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Okay socials days are over, I’m done pretending to be normal around and back to my weirdness about food
I don’t knowwww what’s the hell is going on right now it’s either I’m shifting into bed or I’m lacking nutrients my body is fighting
My imaginary weight loss schedule is driving me slowly insane lmao but when I try to apply the same logic to everything else in my life giiiirllllll are you giving yourself any time at all???? Calm down