#12.7.2018

Just found another reason why I shouldn't get pregnant. I'd have to stop taking my Effexor because it can cause breathing problems and seizers in newborns, along with a host of other awful things no one should ever have to experience, especially a new human. And at this point, I intend on being on Effexor for as long as possible because I have never been this generally content or productive in my entire life. If someone told me I'd have to be unmedicated, even for just a few months, I don't know what I'd do. For the first time in my memory, I feel the most like the person I want to be, and I am not giving that up just to create another human when there are so many in the world that need homes and stability.