#12.02.13

12.02.2013

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Even though this girl is not mine anymore she still has my heart ❤️. I will always love her 😘.

it was weird with linguistics lecture though. i went in right before lecture started so Qin and possible dan were already seated in their normal seats except Qin one to the right, so i sat in the second seat. possible dan still sat in the edge seat. i wasn't very nervous anymore with possible dan sitting behind me although i was a little self-conscious. lecture was pretty interesting because we were talking about how children acquire language. we ended lecture a little earlier so that we could do professor evaluations. i finished a little earlier than both Qin and him. i was a bit impressed that he actually took the time to write quite a bit since most of the class had left by the time i turned mine in. then i waited for Qin and i was basically facing possible dan and i think he might be conscious of me too but i don't know in which way, good or bad. probably bad though, i mean why would he be good-conscious of me. i probably creep the dude out.. anyway, it was awkward because he eventually went up to turn in his paper and i just stood there and pretended not to see him. I SHOULD HAVE SAID HI BUT I WAS SO CONSUMED IN THE THOUGHT THAT I COULDN'T TELL HIM THE ENTIRE CONVERSATION I HAD PLANNED OUT THAT I FORGOT I COULD JUST SAY A PLAIN HI. I'M SO DUMB. but yeah that was our awkward encounter. i was pretty determined to talk to him, especially cause my day had been going pretty well but i guess it just wasn't the right timing. maybe it's just our fate not to be friends or something. i'll try again Wednesday. it is my last chance after all.

it was almost unreal when Cassidy came back from Thanksgiving break on Sunday! i was so excited when she came into the room and i screamed for a good 5 seconds. i actually questioned myself a few times if she was really there or not. i had been waiting for her to come back all weekend. sometimes i would come back to the room and think before opening the door, "maybe she'll magically be back early." and open the door to find that, of course, she wasn't there. i do that a lot when i come back from class. it's a pretty sad habit. it's really lonely when she's not here. i care about her a lot. i'm so glad she's my roommate and friend. i'm really, really, really lucky.

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I’m planning on watching Catching Fire on Saturday. And maybe Frozen too. That is, if we don’t have much school stuff to do (if we do, well, I’ll postpone it again next week) Also, if I have money, I would like to watch both :) If not, well, I’ll probably just watch the former. :) Anyone’s free to join me. Hihi. Well, whatever. I still plan to go even if I am alone. That’s the plan anyway. :) Not that you’d care but maybe I’ll go during midday then yeah. Idk. Eat pop corn perhaps. I also am not sure which mall I'll go to. Anw, I hope there aren’t too many people. Oh gee. I really hope so. :)))) As I posted this, I realized that the movie titles are somewhat in contrast. Haha. You know. Fire and ice. :) anyway, that's it. Byeee. :