#113007

I miss being disgustingly in love. If I could retrace each step, I probably would, In a heartbeat. I was so happy. Unbelievably happy and no one could take that away from me. I woke up happy, fell asleep even happier. We shared the deepest & emotional talks. I told you things I would only tell Kristine, thats how much I trusted & confided in you. And to keep it real? I haven’t had that with anyone ever. We were more than a couple, we weren’t just lovers; we were best friends. You were my prince charming. Attached to each other for 3 years. That kind of love is irreplaceable . No matter who we meet or whoever comes into our lives we will always look back and compare to eachother. I know no one will ever compare to you. I know no one will ever compare to me. We went through everything together. Every type of heartbreak, any kindof heartache, all the laughs, the crying, the fights, and the utter happiness. You name it and we can scribble our names underneath the category.  We may not be compatible anymore but when we were, we were living the teenage dream. "No regrets, just love" That was us. You knew me like the back of his hand. You still do. You know the old me, not really the new me.  Throughout our time, I’ve learned to let 113007 go. I don’t know if you ever will. I hope. Everyday that I no longer get a text from you I hope that god will send you someone great. I hope god will bring you the perfect illusion to keep you occupied for a couple years. I hope at some point we’ll run into eachother again, regain everything we once were but everything will be better. I promise everything will be better in the future. For now I'll go through the hell I deserve, I wont bother you. I wont play with your heart, nor will I tease you like I have in the past. Its not through, just through for now.  And Dont worry 113007 will remain the biggest thing to ever happen to me. It'll be what I always hoped & dreamed of & it'll always be what every girl ever wanted.