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Natatawa ako dun sa dalwang taong lagi kong kasamang umuwi. They both treat me like a little sister kahit mas matanda ako sa kanilang dalawa. Dahil super close na kaming tatlo, kung ano ano ng pinaguusapan namin. Just like earlier, they crashed at my place kasi gusto nila ng tubig at gusto nilang makita yung kapatid ko. Nalaman nilang magisa lang ako sa bahay for an hour or two tapos itong si J suddenly talks about the possibility of me bringing a guy over to ya know. Then he said that if he was home alone, he’s going to call over his girlfriend to watch movie and cuddle. Sabi ko na lang na I’ll never do that because that idea never came into my mind and the person that I want to be with if i was home alone is not here and will never be which I never told them. Oh well. May mga pinsgusapan pa kami habang hinihintay yung kapatid ko but hindi na nila nagawang hintayin siya kasi dumidilim na rin sa labas. Habang nagsasapatos sila, J asked me a question na kung ano daw ginagawa ko when im alone and sabi ko nothing kasi wala naman talaga pero feeling there’s more behind that question. Hindi lang yun ang first time na tinanong niya ako kung anong ginagawa ko pag magisa lang ako. Then suddenly he asked na kung sino daw sa aming tatlo ang unang mawawalan ng virginity. Napatawa naman ako then sabi ko na hindi ko alam and of course itong si F ako ang tinuro dahil daw ‘horny’ ako then took it back. Hindi ko namang magawang magalit kasi I know he’s only doing that to trigger me. Slowly, nasasanay na ako sa paganyan ganyan nila. Ayoko mang sabihin but sometimes guys will be really guys. Naging comfortable na siguro kami sa isa’t isa kaya nagagawa naming pagusapan ang mga ganung bagay without thinking twice.

like .. literally all of my problems could be solved by eating right and exercising but i am .... not going to do that

I haven't done a few positive things in a while so here we go. Tell me a few positive things that have happened to you either in my inbox or in the tags 💖 💖 💖 - this whole week I'm on thanksgiving break, I'm about to be eating a bunch of good food ohmygod -the AMAs were amazing shawn killed it and so did halsey like wow -I bought a couple of face masks and lotions and candles for a pampering evening to just chill ya know -I've been having a lot of ideas for writing lately - I'm just having a good time being myself ya know

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMERALD GAIL 🎁🎉🎊 Thank you so much for all the greetings and all the cakes, I received 3 birthday cakes. Hahaha 😊🎂 (The "Let's eat it!" at the end part of the clip is life! Haha. Sorry for the sound of my voice 😂😆😅) #Emiliit #3rdBirthday #112216