#11182016

Anniversary date means 3rd wheeling.. Happy 3rd #lesjacobsons 💋Can’t imagine celebrating this day anywhere else. Just at home with you @christophejacobson Thank you for making me smile mon coeur 💋🌹🥀 #cnjitsabouttime #11182016 #mahal❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B5CExUOHIdC/?igshid=1ajw9wnfmto3h

These are all the best gifts I can give you in our 3-years marriage.. I just think I’m nailing it, don’t you think so too mon coeur? @christophejacobson 💙 #babygirl #cnjitsabouttime #11182016 https://www.instagram.com/p/B4-KFd0nCik/?igshid=ad3nc8jy0liz

Leaving you was the first time I really cried in two/three years. I truthfully did not think I was capable anymore after so many things kept running through my life and it seems like after it happened the first time, it has been relentless ever since. This was never easy for me and this was never something I anticipated. I asked for your address last week because I had a letter for you I was going to mail to New York and today I found it in my glove box. It looks so innocent and timeless, a capsule that never lost it's meaning. I am sorry that it had to end this way and I hope that one day our paths cross at a later time. I did not want this but I knew it was the best decision for me and also the most difficult. I was filled with so much hurt and I needed that time to be able to heal away and let you grow into these changes and time time to yourself as well but it couldn't happen. However, I love you infinitely and I will continue, you were one of the most supportive people in my life and I cannot thank you enough for this but now I must continue to grow. I am happy that you have grown and that I was able to -for what felt like much longer- briefly witness this as you will achieve whatever you put your mind to. I never had any doubts in you because you get what you want and I know you are fighter. However, I hope that you also learnt from what you did to me...moreover about yourself as well because until you begin to overstand what happened to us and acknowledge it with full cognition, you will only understand what you want to see. You're smarter than this though and I am sorry for hurting you in the process of redeeming myself but it was the best time to avoid any awkwardness or feeling of being "used". I wish I could have shared so many more things with you and have said so many more but I also shared some of my most memorable times with you and I will forever remember them with a positive outlook. Until the next red light, I wish you the best.

Day 688: and here we have a lovely lesbian moon statuette!

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