#1116am

I am going to get through this. No matter what obstacles or complications I have to go through, I will get through this. Sure killing myself might seem like the easy way out, but I have a whole future ahead of me. I have a whole life to live. I can't just quit now when I know that in the future things are going to get better. I'm strong, I've been through worse. And I WILL go through worse, this isn't the end. I will strive to keep my sanity and discover myself. I know sometimes I over react, but lately I haven't been complaining, I try not to. I try to suck everything up and think of the brighter side of things. Come on, think of the brighter things. I know I can do better and I know that once all of my predicaments are cleared, things will be easier. But I have to keep reminding myself that nothing amazingly great comes easy. So all of these difficulties are a part of something greater, something so epic that by the end of these difficulties, I have everlasting happiness. I'm better than this. I'm better than what my parents think I am, what my brother thinks I am, what everyone thinks I am. Only I truly know my capabilities. And only I can lead my fate.