#10weeks

10 weeks today with my lil' Squish! Baby is the size of a fig and or dragon fly. Beginning to form their tiny fingernails and vital organs are fully formed. I can't wait for the end of august when they will be born! And i can't wait until i know their gender! I love you already lil' Squish!

Truly hoping this new medication will start working soon. Yesterday I spent the whole day in bed only getting up to get my son food and put him down for a nap. I feel terrible, both physically and as a mother. I sure hope he can forgive his mum for just doing nothing yesterday. On top of general pregnancy exhaustion and sickness, it was horribly windy. Which mean my fibro just wasn’t having it. I couldn’t think, I couldn’t “wake up”, I couldn’t eat. Just a big pile of miserable mush in bed. Today is windy too but I was able to pry myself from my pillow long enough to choke down a bagel and some tea. And I’m at least sitting upright.