#10911

The 'Happy Birthday' song was not legally available for public use until a 2016 lawsuit settlement. Until then, it was copyrighted and you had to pay a license to use it. – WTF Fun Facts

today i'm letting you go. i have to. it's the best thing i can do for myself. i have to move on. i can't just sit here and wait for you to realize that i'm what's best for you. your just going to have to learn that when it's too late. i should have done this such a long time ago. thank you for everything that you have ever taught me. and thank you for one amazing year. i love you so much. i wish this was easier. it's just not. i have to do this. it's the only way that i can truly move on from this shit, trust me though, i will never forget you. and every time we were together. i love you, did i mention that already? i wish you were around more, but since your not ill have to find someone who is. 

and i hope that you find whatever is it that your looking for. i only wish the best for you. and i hope that things get better for you. i know they aren't perfect, nor will they ever be, but your such a strong person i know that you will be fine. 

i always used to think that i was good at pushing people away guarding myself, that was until i met you. you guard yourself so well that i don't really know a damn thing about you, yet i'm in love with you. i wish i knew how that worked. 

sometimes i think i'm a terrible person. sometimes i don't actually think out my actions all the way. you know those people who always take it slow and never take a risk. and people are always like just got for it? that's not me at all. i take the biggest risks, and i never let anything get in my way. or well at least i try not to let anything get in my way. if something did, i would just push it or yell at it til it moved. when i'm lonely is when i fuck up the most. it's when i don't think the most, and just do. i say things that i don't mean, and do things that i would never do. most of the time to people who don't even deserve it. when i am lonely, i sit and wonder 'why does this happen to me?' but i never actually think about the real reason as to why i'm alone. 

i'm alone because i am a bitch. i don't take shit and people feel threatened by that. they also don't like to hang around 'debbie downer'. i'm alone because i complain way too much and i talk a lot of shit. no matter who it's about. whether it's someone i know, or someone who i just saw for the first time today. i'm alone because i give my heart away too easily, and therefore people take advantage of me. they don't take how i feel into consideration. i'm alone because i'm selfish. i'm alone because i would rather just hang out with my best friend all weekend in my room, talking, than go out and party or whatever. i'm alone not because i want to be, but because i don't think about the consequences. i don't think about what will happen in the future, or how this person will treat me in the end. 

when your like me, you don't ask for a lot. yet you ask for everything in the world. as silly as that sounds, it's the truth. i would love to just be loved by someone. yet they have to be everything that i want before they can even think about loving me.