#1003pm

I always think about my actions and thoughts (haha think about my thoughts) and I try to better myself that way i can handle situations a lot easier and I kind of just came up with something. I mean it might have been really obvious and it might sound super dumb of me to say I just came up with it when I should have realized this a lot earlier than now. Or maybe I have realized it already but I haven’t utilized it. Anyway let me just go straight to the point. I have to stop being so in to people. And I mean it can range from being strongly attracted to someone or even just barely liking someone as a person and nothing else. Every person varies, so this is not me saying that this works or is for everyone or whatever. But I honestly, like subconsciously when I give someone credit for being a good person or doing a good act then I automatically (again subconsciously) like them, And not like them in a significant other type of way but I like them, and then there comes expectations or even worse, feelings and it might be strong it might be faint, but they’re still there. I know it all sounds dramatic but I mean this in any slight way. I just have to be.. What’s the word? Detached from every single person I know and meet.

I always think about my actions and thoughts (haha think about my thoughts) and I try to better myself that way i can handle situations a lot easier and I kind of just came up with something. I mean it might have been really obvious and it might sound super dumb of me to say I just came up with it when I should have realized this a lot earlier than now. Or maybe I have realized it already but I haven't utilized it. Anyway let me just go straight to the point. I have to stop being so in to people. And I mean it can range from being strongly attracted to someone or even just barely liking someone as a person and nothing else. Every person varies, so this is not me saying that this works or is for everyone or whatever. But I honestly, like subconsciously when I give someone credit for being a good person or doing a good act then I automatically (again subconsciously) like them, And not like them in a significant other type of way but I like them, and then there comes expectations or even worse, feelings and it might be strong it might be faint, but they're still there. I know it all sounds dramatic but I mean this in any slight way. I just have to be.. What's the word? Detached from every single person I know and meet.