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COCA betan BAKE

What do you call the ashes of a girl if not sacred? When the embers are cradled by the wind, do the gods cry for what could have been? If it is cruel hands that have taken a life, why then do we forget the injustice? Instead, let us collect as sisters in mourning. Let our Fury echo through the pages of history. Do not let this death be quiet, like all the thousands before it. Time cannot devour what we will not allow to be forgotten. So do not forget her name; Remember her. Remember every girl like her who was lost to us. Every girl who prayed to a god that abandoned her. Call your rage something holy; Call it the best incarnation you have ever known. Make the goddess of justice we all deserve; The kind of divinity we can all truly believe in. Carve a temple made of a fire, which never dies until we are all… safe. Let the wind take these embers, these ashes, and build a goddess of wildfire, in her name.

i have only ever begged for a pain i can live with. this is not it. i do not want to live with this pain. i do not want to burden you with it, but i do not want to carry it either. i want i gone, gone, gone and i only know one way to. to be alone until i forget what it feels like to be touched again, until i forget how your breath on my skin feels like, until i forget how the words you whispered sound like, until i forget i have a body, until i leave it behind and nothing can make my skin crawl. until the memory of being used, used, used is so far buried in my mind i really think i could stand to be touched again without it leaving bruises in my mind. 

10/02/2023