#1000miles

It’s been 6 months plus since I first came here, and from only 31 citizens the last time I checked, we’ve finally, finally, reached to 1000+ over citizens in this totally not programmed town.

I think I’ve said this before, but before I got into Tumblr, my life was kinda in shambles. I mean, it still is, but it’s getting progressively better

It still is, as teachers and professors become more and more demanding, academic stress building, with so much support from you guys, I’ve been able to actually survive.

There have been times I’ve received anon hate, though very few, mostly encountering being bullied in the real world like people tearing up my books, but I’ve come to withstand all that because of everyone’s support.

You might think you’re just a tiny grain of sand within all these followers, you might just be a reblogger, or you’re just someone who likes and/or comment other people’s work. But each like I’ve received had always made me celebrate since I’m so happy there’s people out there who likes my work.

I’ve shared this before, but I’ve always felt neglected by others, and I just didn’t seem to have any confidence to communicate my ideas, or to share my thoughts and just keep quiet to myself.

Over here, I’ve learnt to be, well, confident in what I do, don’t give a shit on what others say that cuts me down, and actually voice my opinion for once.

A little personal story from me, was that I used to just let other people do what they want with me, and let others affect me in every possible way. In fact, it got so bad, I couldn’t eat anymore. I was way to conscious if people were gonna judge me. Everything tasted disgusting to me afterwards, and I threw up after lunch and dinner almost every time when I had the chance to.

I mean, today, I only puke because my guts ain’t doing too well nowadays, but it was never out of overwhelming emotions, and more about extreme physical discomfort.

The fandoms within has given me a lot of impact, and I’m glad there’s people out there, too, that share the same interests as me, as well as getting to know them more, discuss about them, and all that good bonding shit. :DD

When I saw I had 1000+ followers, I legit cried. I’m so happy I’ve made it this far, with EVERYONE, ALL OF YOU 1000+ CITIZENS, and so many of you actually like my content, even if I’m absolute trash in tags and stuff :’))))))

AND IM REALLY GLAD YALL LIKE MY ART AND THE OCS I MADE DKSJDJJDJ-

I always think I’m trash at drawing, and some people said I should just drop it. But with so much encouragement, I’m glad to be continuing my hobby and comfort. It’s brought me more joy than pain over the months.

Thank you to everyone, all of you, for being with me. For being my friend.

And I hope that I’ve brought you as much joy as you brought to me! Thank you so much!!!

First ever trail race, in the books!

I just got back from a whirlwind trip to visit friends who recently moved to a small city 3.5 hours out of Vancouver. I went with a whole gang of running pals (and their significant others) and it was honestly a top-notch, all around awesome weekend. I don’t get to hang out with those friends as much as I used to, and I don’t realize how much I miss their company until I’m with them. I’ve been so weird and anti-social lately, but this weekend I felt like myself. In fact I’m sure some of them would’ve paid to shut me up for a while, cuz I was just gabbing all weekend, including during the 7+ hours of driving 😅