Dear Daddy,
It has been 4 years since you parted ways with Mommy and with those years, I’ve never been so confused. I remember us in the swing, you told me that no matter what happens, I will still be your baby girl, your princess. I understand that now I am already nineteen, many things have to change but I never thought your love for me could change too.
I admit that I was so angry at you, yes Daddy and it was not a secret. Everybody knows how mad I was then. I have called you names, hate you, disobeyed you but I have never forgotten that you are still my Daddy. So I grew up and rebuilt the love I have for you.
But every time I see you, I shake, tremble and fear you. I remember how you have treated me before. With all the punishments I have suffered even though I never did anything wrong. It all flashes in my eyes as if its about to happen again.
I’m sorry, it may be hard but Daddy, I will never love you the same as much as I have loved you before. I could only give you what you deserve now. Maybe soon, I could love you even better but please don’t get your high hopes. I could try, there’s no assurance.
