#10000 plus

He leaves because the press of Derek’s lips and the sting of his teeth against Stiles’ neck are still burning his skin, and he can’t stop touching them, but then he remembers Derek telling him he’s not pack, he never was, and that he doesn’t belong here.

He leaves because Lydia asks him too, but he doesn’t go back to Beacon Hills because no one asked him to come back.

It's hard to find your place in life when you're only human and feel completely replaceable. Or, how Stiles finds out that while yes, he is completely human, he is irreplaceable.

i read this last night on my kindle

oh my god i have jUST THE FIC FOR YOU

remembering me, remembering you which is where derek is a mental patient after an accident and oh my god literally all the feels it's so sad

OH WELL if you want bottom!derek some awesome person in the fandom actually did a whole post on that hang on lemmie find it for you

here we go! the one's i've read are mayor awesome

he might kill me is awesome, it's got bottom!derek, first time AND SHOWER SEX 

taking off the edges is bottom!derek and it's just practically smut and it's amazing

you saw me standing alone is bottom!derek too and it's gr8 

a lot of the fics are first time because people generally like to write stiles as some vulnerable "i'm definitely not gay but holy crap derek is hot" kind of man so 

hey there little red from what i remember is a good first time fic although it's 10 chapters long if you're in to that...

shake my ash to the wind is good if you're into fluff etc