forgive me for leaving you and going off with her... It didn't bring the best out of me. And after all of it and even though I was with somebody else I still talked to you as if you meant more than her. Everybody was right when I told them about you.. shit I was right on the day I confessed my feelings towards you. I feel like the choice I made had brought me to be lesser of a man and more so childish and now I have some scares on my arm and chest to remember how bad it was but also it brings a smile to know how much of a better person I really am in comparison to the fool who brought me down to it. Shae, everytime one of us call eachother it makes me so happy because no girl has ever been nicer to me than you and I really don't have any other friends like you which makes it more special for me.
I'm sorry, Shae. I love you as always and even more.
Dear Tegan. I don't care if you do or don't see this. Thanks for the few weeks that blindly made me think everything was great and then the months after where you left me to believe that there was an inch of hope. I tried so hard to do my best. I tried help you with your problems but obviously you seem to like having them as its the easiest way for you get attention which I can easily tell you desparatly crave like a cigarete you'll have each day. Me burning myself was my excuse not to complain about how hard it was trying to do everything right for you. Oh yeah and you think you could sleep with one of my friends and get away with it? Consider the fact that I lied to you about what happened with Tabetha... I might not have had sex with her but I sure as hell was close to it but unfourtunatley I felt sorry for you by the time I was reaching for a rubber. And to top it all off if I ever said "I'm crying blah blah blah" I really have not shed a tear over this whole thing. It's now obvious that I'm too good for you and probably any guy is. Fuck you ok. Just fuck you.
Emilija. Thanks for introducing me to Shae turns out we both don't like you. So Fuck you. You stupid fucking cunt of a person. If I could beat the shit out of you I would honestly do it. You left me hurt and all I'd do was drink my problems away and cry, one year later I'm out of void from where you left me and now I can't seem to cry over these things? Thank you? or You mother fucking whore what the fuck did you do to me? I told you once. Here it is again. Don't fuck with Ralph.
I guess maybe 2 wrongs will make a right...
