"It's not even about you I'm thinking about right now. It's about myself. If you can't wait then it's fine. It's on me. And you're not too much of a burden, sure you're becoming one but that's not how I know and love you. I choose to ignore the negatives even if I do accept them. Please don't remind me of the things that are negative about you and proceed to do them, hindi ka na bata. And my dream was because I felt like I lost you and am losing you. If I can't find resolve to do everything to keep you, it's on me. Plus one of the reasons why I ran from that wedding was because sobrang laki ng ilong nung bride (it means I don't know her. In anyway) If you truly know and feel we aren't meant to be, go ahead. Decide now, later, think about it. I'm just going to take time to think for myself right now. " -Nick
