#081612

To you that I miss so much,

We are not used to being apart from each other. We are used to seeing each other everyday since high school and randomly seeing each other whenever we can when I was in college, but now that we are half world apart its harder that I thought. Just know that I will always be here for you, no matter what it is I am here, i am still here. Know that I miss you everyday and I wish that I can do all the wonderful things that I am doing with you but we have our own lives to live now, and we cannot deny the fact that we will meet new people and have our own group of friends, just know that you’ll forever be my soul sister. We may lose contact from time to time but know that I will always be here, even if we dont talk much like we used too I will always reply to you, I will always help you if I can and I will always love you the same way i’ve loved you before. I miss you so much and I will always look forward to the day that we will live in the same place again. I wish you all the best in life, i just want you to be happy and have all your dreams come true. I cannot promise but I will say that I will try my very best to be there for you in the big moments of your life, whether its good or bad I will try to be there. I love you more than you’ll ever love me. ❤️

you want to talk to him but you are not going to start the conversation. when conversation do start, its always "me me me me me..." and I'm here like okay, when is it my turn? when i don't say enough you say i don't care; when i say too much you tell me "I'm mad and we need space."  and the conversation ends because I get upset.