#072019

“You learned that Smirnoff over there-”

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‘It is not an image that I am seeking. It's not an idea. It is an emotion you want to recreate, an emotion of wanting, of giving, and of destroying.’  —Louise Bourgeois (Celant, 2010, pp.114)

i just want to say that i enjoyed every single thing here. the writings. the poems. the songs. the photos. the funny gifs. the people. it became my outlet for almost eight years and most of my teenage life is posted in this blog. i've also made friends that i'm keeping for life.

but lately, i realized how tired i am. i mean i can't even write how everything hurts so much anymore. i don't know if i ran out of ink or lost it.

i've made a lot of mistakes and let some wrong people in that turned my life into one big of a hellhole. i blame myself for it and i'm taking responsibility for my actions.

i'm taking a break here not because this place is toxic. i'm taking a break because i have to find my ink again. without the ink, i am only a useless pen that you can throw anytime in the trash.

i promise to see you all soon here.

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Claire & Murtagh, S1E14 The Search, Murtz... doing his own thing ⚔️

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July 20, 2019

Wu Jiacheng in his Shanghai solo concert, the final show in his three-city DISCOPARTY “tour”. 

Go here to watch the whole thing. 

Also for lq gifs and your humble Tumblr mistress’ thoughts on how Xiao Wu and his fans handled something unexpected that happened, go here.