#062311

June 21-23, 2011

Tuesday. Last day of high school. Stayed outside signing yearbooks with Rae, Edgar, and Maria during first. Went to second for a bit then walked out with Jawstin and Kevin. Found Lalo and made him go everywhere with me, hah. Randomly chilled in the band room with Rae, Laurie, and Filip. Went to McD's with Naphat, Rae, and Laurie during third. Went back to school, signed more yearbooks. Rode with Matt Buan for the first time and went to Starbucks with Emily, Rae, and Laurie. Then went back to school. Found out that they cleared the lockers and they threw my shit away. The black janitor lady was really nice and helped my girlfriend and I look for my stuff. Luckily, I found it but I felt like I smelled like shit afterwards. Went in line to get my cap and gown and then I found out that I supposedly didn't pay for one of my ads. So I had to talk to Ms. Jarman and UGH, it was so frustrating. She wouldn't believe me and complications happened. I ended up crying after I talked to her and she cleared my name. I did NOT have to go through that shit. Ruined my last day of school -__- Walked to Starbucks with Jawstin and he treated me! Felt better (: He dropped me home. Took a shower. Then Filip, Linds, and Laurie picked me up. Got gas then picked Rae and Raph. Went to Michael's to buy stuff to bedazzle our cap. Went to Rae's house. Mel came. We bedazzled our caps. Rae did our nails. Then went home. Hammy came.

Wednesday. Graduation day! Woke up early. Jasmine picked me up with Laurie. Went to Oxy and had our graduation rehearsal. It was so hawt -__- After three hours, finally got to leave. Jasmine dropped me home. Just stayed and chilled there with Hammy. Got ready and headed back to Oxy! Oh my, took pictures and had our graduation ceremony. Whoo, teared up a lot but I actually cried once I hugged Vince. He's leaving me us. I cannot. D': But yeah, finally graduated high school! Thankyou for everyone who came for us. Nikki for the wonderful posters. O's for my lei. Hammy for the flowers. And everyone else :D Went to Ihop after with the fam + Nikki and Hammy. Hella laughing at the table, loved it. Kuya Jr dropped us home. Changed. Then got picked up by Filip, Steph, and Albert. Picked up Rae and Edgar. Mexicarred it, lol. Sat in the front with Rae. I was actually comfortable, hah. Couldn't party because it got raided. So randomly just chilled in the hills. Finally found a spot and played categories. Oh my, nasty ass peach drink. LOL. Well yeah, got dropped back off home.

Thursday. Frkn Casper bugged me the whole morning. He kept barking -__- Got annoyed by first, friends. Then boyfriend. Whatevs, eventually got over it. Hammy got picked up and they dropped me to school. Picked up my diploma and senior DVD. Got picked up by Linds, Filip, and Rae. Went to Linds' house. Mel and Vince were there. Watched most of the senior DVD. I honestly felt unwanted there, I don't know. Filip dropped me home. Got ready and went to church. Nice talk with Manny. Went home. Random webcam sesh with James, Brendan, Nikki, Michelle, Sean, and Amanda. Yeah.

HUMMINGBIRD HEARTBEAT. Stuck in my head all day.

Well yeah, today was such an ugly day for me. I felt unwanted with my friends. Felt very ugly about another thing. Like honestly, I trust you. I just don't trust her. And I'm just worried, ya know? Like, maybe you're getting bored and you fancy her because she's pretty cute. Ugh, IDK. Someone shoot me now OR straight up get me lifted because I am not feeling it right now. Only Nikki's making me happy. Whoo, shout out to her! LOL

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