#06.19.2015

But then I created a new character on Highwatch. An Elin mystic because I so want to get far as mystic to get the cute outfits they get as they level up. I love the way she looks and I’m hoping I stick with her for a long time and get her past level 26. That seems to be how far I get them before I just stop playing them. Then I delete them. :(

My gunner’s level 29 so she broke that streak. lol My highest leveled characters are all on one server. So I guess that’s why I don’t really bother leveling the others I have. Though I’m hoping I don’t lose interest in my Popo berserker. I want to get far with him.

But yeah, then I played a bit as my Popo and tried to look out for boxes as I quested, but no luck. Instead what I got were more players insisting on helping me out.

Really fucking starting to hate the gunner class too thanks to some of these players. Just really hating a lot of these players tbh. Because it’s not even like it’s just gunners constantly butting in. It’s from every class.

Like, I was doing the Gutrend quest after you rescue the villagers and collect food or whatever, and a gunner passed me and stopped. Then deciding in their head, because I’m pretty sure they were thinking, “Oh, hey, that small cat seems to be having trouble and they need help. :D” or “look at this fucking noob lemme help their shitty ass cos I’m gr8!!!!11111!!!11”, the gunner decided to hop off her horse and proceed to help me even as I attempted to tell them to stop and not help.

So even when I said don’t, even though it came out as don because I was trying not to get attacked by the Gutrend and type at the same time, the gunner CONTINUED to blast at my enemy. So I mutter my omg and go off to find another Gutrend to kill and that son of a bitch followed me! Just to spite me I’m sure. So the next Gutrend I attacked, the fucking gunner attacked as well until I just said “can you fucking stop,” and went off to kill a warthog cos I needed those too.

Seriously, this shit is happening far too much for me to be polite about it anymore. But like there’s gotta be a thought in your head that tells you it’s just a teeny bit rude to go in and finish off someone’s kill. And aside from that, getting hit a few times and falling even to where I have to use retaliate does not mean “HELP I’M DYING OH MY GOD HELP ME PLEASE!” It just means I’m getting hit and yeah I know how to fucking block but a lot of the time I prefer not to because it wastes time for me when I could be striking. And it doesn’t even take that much health from me anyway to where I worry about dying so I’m fucking good.

I just--I’m sorry to anyone who’s seen me out there and just seen this nasty, angry side of me telling you to fuck off. I’m usually up for getting help WHEN I NEED IT. But I like to kill these things on my own and taking that kill from me is very angering because you make it seem like I’m not capable of killing my enemies.

I’m still getting used to berserker as a Popo because yeah, it’s quite different from berserker as an Elin, but I’m good.

I hate those enemies that move a lot, though. Like, the ones that evade and jump away like ALL THE FUCKING TIME! D:< It’s so angering because I’m this tiny character with a big weapon striking and missing, turning around, striking and missing again! It’s even more frustrating when I’ve charged an attack and the son of a bitch moves at the last second. Like, you ruuude motherfucker. How dare you move aside?? That charged move was specifically for you!

Ah, but I love seeing my tiny, little Popo kitty wielding such a huge axe. uwu He’s so cute. Haha.

Ugh, anyway. I complain far too much about that and I’m sorry. I just need to express that anger every time it happens. But it’s not like it happens every time I log in. Though it has been happening far too much for my liking. Seems to happen more with my gunner and Popo though. :/ Like idek why. Maybe I just look like a noob??? I’m not good?? I’m not killing things fast enough or the exact way someone else kills them?? Idk tbh. Idk.