he is the loveliest person i’ve ever met in my whole life and i wanna spend any time i have free being around him and talking to him and being a goon and we literally have the coolest times, it’s like a movie, and he always talks about plans he wants us to do and is super optimistic about the future and he is maternal as heck which is wonderfully beautiful and makes my insides swell because holy fucking shit (yesterday he said that being a babysitter is the most heartwarming job because someone is trusting you to protect their children and i nearly died) and he loved busted as a kid???? fucking perfect and bad jokes are his fav and he’s neat and lovely and i can’t even breathe he is so sweet and shy and blushes at dumb shit and it makes my blood feel like its made of sherbert and is fizzing away like i have never met anyone who is so sweet before and he always checks that i get home safe and grins at me in the corridor and i get all fizzy when his name pops on my phone and on fireworks night he has got ben howard tickets for december for us as a surprise???? holy shit!!? and all i do i think about movie days and holding his hand and going on dumb road trips and i even go as far as imagining dumb stuff like what our house would look like and going on holidays together and it makes me so excited for the future if he’s in it however lame that seems omg

Watching In Time. Brings back so many memories. :(