Fall out boy

Paget Brewster & Jessica Chaffin outside after Comedy Central’s Another Period Premiere Party

Paget Brewster & Jessica Chaffin outside after Comedy Central’s Another Period Premiere Party

basically just a continuation from previous update 20. Sep somewhere. I don't remember all that happened... :/ Continue consoling Mina, but eventually tell her straight out I don't think we'll be together. I don't think she has completely recovered from that still.

Met Ingvild in fall break, she was still perfect. Did not want me though, that was hard on me. Took a long while for me to feel okay again. Couldn't eat at one point, just wanted to lay down and cry all day, ruined my time at home.

I chose to try to forget her, and I saw her just once during fall break. I just couldn't stand seeing her perfect face again, knowing she doesn't want to be with me.

I was blind, but I subconsciously knew this would come.

I can more clearly see her imperfections now, but she's still really great and I have trouble letting her go.

Monday was my birthday, went okay and I got several pleasant surprises and good cake. Karo, Li9, Hedda and Ferdi still exist. They great.

Mina is somewhat of a bother at the moment, second day back at school.

I hope to maybe stray to another squad, maybe jojarike. Pål seems more and more like a Bro.

Eventually I'll be able to chill with people I like chillin with uknow.

Backup is good tho.

Довольно эксцентрично признавать, что меня посетила мысль ликвидировать все предыдущие посты.

Они пропитаны отчаянием, приступами иллюзорной радости и неким своеобразным подобием насыщенной событиями жизни.  Мне совестно и гнусно за прошлую писанину.  На деле, меня просто бьют по вискам ледяные осколки воспоминаний.  Я глупая и слабая, в области затылка свербит навязчивое:”Беги, юная глупышка, нет необходимости пытаться разобраться в себе, просто сотри свой жизненный процесс из блога, огради себя мнимой безопасностью, не думай о том, что внутри оно всё останется и будет тебя прожигать”.