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I was just in the middle of creating a little note on my ipad to pour al my thoughts to until i realized I can use my hotspot from my phone. I guess I just need to let some things out. As life is for everyone, things have changed immensely. To say that I'm not happy about where I'm at in life is the biggest understatement. To tell you the truth, the one and only thing I'm completely and utterly without a doubt happy about is Justin. Yes, mushy and gushy and borderline too emotionally attached. I'm not that lady made of steel anymore. I have a heart that's full of worry, that's melting -- all of those ice cold feelings, are shedding and revealing my soft, warm, fragile core. It's scary. For the first time in my life, I don't have a direction. I have destinations where I'd WANT to go, but no idea how to get there. I feel stuck. I've said that so much in my life. But really, I feel stuck. With my career, my education.. My journey. I need a plan but my plans feel half-baked... Well time to go back to work.