#03.25.11

"YOUR personality is like a book when you open the book it starts off great & it gets better & better. YOUR BEAUTY is like a rose throughout All the seasons your strong & when you BlOSSOM the WORlD stops for that ONE MOMENT. YOUR HEART is like a waterfall , more & MORE LOVE comes and your SOUl gets deeper & stronger!" <3

on the way to pick up people, she said how shes talking to scott .. just because you guys had a thing, doesn't mean it was big. everyone had a thing for everyone, calm your ass down girl. like get over it, he's just trying to be a friend. it's YOU who makes it seem like its weird cause yeah we had a thing. he doesnt think that, he's just trying to be a friend. then you say oh kevin said happy birthday to you and you said okay i guess i forgive you. you only did that because im talking to him. SAME SHIT IS HAPPENING THIS YEAR. can't you just fucking stop being a slut. like seriously. and the world doesn't revolve around you, so stop thinking you and a guy is talking and its blah blah just cause you used to blah blah. like didnt you just get OUT of a relationship ? continue worrying about that .. im not saying to just get over it right now, but it seems like you're not giving a fuck anymore cause all the guys you used to talk to, didn't talk to you, but because of this now, they're talking to you and you look like the big slut. can you just like stop .. like SERIOUSLY. ughh.

my day was kinda okay actually. some shit happens but then other things weigh it out. so yeah.

woke up at five so that i could do my hair. took faster than i thought.

just stayed in geometry for 15 minutes :)

got our equipment, tutus and the backdrops. but when we got to the gym. some stupid shit happened. we arrived there and we see the damn gym floor with chairs. how the fuck are we supposed to perform?! so, ms. garcia talked to one of the asb people and they said that they didn't know we're performing. wtf. it kinda got me pissed how henrie didn't say anything because he has been to all of our winter guard competitions and he didn't say anything about the space we need. so we tried to move the chairs and tried to do a run through but it just didn't work out. we all decided to just not perform. are you kidding me?!?! i woke up early just to do my hair, i did my nails last night and carried all these stuff just for nothing?! but then ms. hernandez came and she said that they would move the stage. then despite the small space, ms. garcia decided for to just perform. i didn't really mind but the space is gonna be bothering me.

so yeah blah blah we performed. definitely not our best one since i heard a lot of drops. i dropped at the dumbest part too -__- (but most people didn't know that so it's cool i guess? better not make that mistake tomorrow.) for my facials, i think i did pretty well. i think it's because i was partially mad. and during my long crazy run, i heard some people saying "omg, what is wrong with her?" or something like that. that satisfied me ;)

so after that, took my make up out and stuff then watched the rest of the pep assembly. it was kinda fun i guess. but i still hate asb.

then went to class. a lot of people were complementing me from my crazy run and how cool we looked :) i mean, people were saying "loren! you were so crazy!" or "damn you guys were scary" i take that as a compliment. especially if some says i looked hella crazy. oh yeah, and i heard from my sister that she scared the hell out of these two cheerleaders. mission accomplished. i'm not trying to be mean to the cheerleaders. i was just saying that we actually did a  really good job with our facials then. x)

it was one of mr. fazio's "friendly days" as i would call it. he usually just talks and talks about our lesson but in these days, he actually acts friendly and chill. lol, when he was like "you know what else is refreshing? mints! (in a high pitched tone)" lolol tf. buuut, it kinda got me pissed and disappointed at myself because i did bad on my essay. i just raised my grade back an A now i bet it's going back to a B. -___- stupid 40 minute essay. i heard that AP essay tests are 40 minutes. he really challenges us. but still. shit man. -___-'

i went to my bio classroom and ms cooper warmly welcomed me and she was all nice to me when i had to get the papers that she passed out today. honestly, i think she's really nice. but sometimes, she just scares me for some reason because she can get really strict.

went to lunch and heard more compliments ;D thanks guys! all of you guys were like "you huys were really good and it really looked cool even though there were drops." until some dude ruined it. he said "well uh unfortunately...uh...you guys were kinda bad." fuck you. you don't even know how to toss a fucking flag and the space was so small. we were all concerned of the small space and we didn't want to hit anybody with our equipment. especially if it's just the people who were watching and sitting by the front. damn. whatever. 

went to dance class. and did our group dances. but it was just kinda chill in there. while we were stretching people were saying "oh my gosh ms. garcia that looked so cool." and then when they mentioned about our drops, ms garcia was like "oh, they were really nervous. they get more nervous when they perform in front of people they know, rather than performing in front of strangers. but they usually never drop it though. just see it on youtube." i was like AAAWW :D i don't know but it kinda sounded like she was talking about us like we are her kids or something :)

sixth period. just walked the track and we were talking about fart. xD lolololol