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190131 MCD mini fan meeting

hey so I know I haven't made an original post since my "day before first day of uni" but I have been productive as heck

uni is just like that, plus I work 5 times a week after my classes so on weekdays I'm really lucky to have a few hours to myself

I should get around to posting notes from mbio or human phys soon but no promises as I have a psyc test to finish studying for and my first midterm next week!

I'm also insanely behind on my textbook reading for human phys as well as for microbio, and behind on writing my slide notes like 2 weeks behind (big oof)

no bad breakdowns though, not even the temptation to do so. I also have been craving a lot of privacy and alone time lately. It was once a challenge to be able to post whatever I wanted on social media, but now that I've just about mastered the art of not giving a fuck (about the wrong things), now I just crave the feeling of being unavailable and unreachable, disconnected in a way that I'm allowed to go do me and go do my thing to get to where I want to be (especially with my grades and my physical health AND my personal projects)

so yeah I'm off to finish studying for my psyc test about PTSD, OCD, and etc. bc I have an online test that's only open til 11:59:59pm tomorrow!

hopefully I will finish early so that I can work out too, I've been working on losing weight since start of dec 2018, I've lost maybe 5 lbs so far which is great and small because I've been doing strength training too (I really want to be able to do full chin ups/pull ups by mid March or something)

happy studying/resting!

190131 MCD mini fan meeting

190131 MCD mini fan meeting