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(200128) ATEEZOfficial: [#WOOYOUNG] Amicus Ad Aras*🤝

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my red warrior is coming

I wish you’d knew everything I feel for you. Even though you’re not my first love, you’re the most meaningful I’ve ever had. Three years ago I had no idea you’d be the person who’d make me so happy I could die. You were just a friend, a caring and helpful friend, but nothing else. Suddenly, you were turning step by step into this: the closest thing I’ve ever known as “love of my life”.

I know it’s too cheesy and you know I’m too cheesy some times, but I can asure you everything I say is true.

You’re the one I want to wake up next to every single day, the one I want to hold as I’m falling asleep because you know I can’t get to sleep if I’m not holding something. The one I want to taste my crazy and improvised dishes every night for dinner ‘cause you know I’m not good at cooking (you’ll have to get used to it, babe). You’re the one I want yo spend my lazy Sundays with, watching tv or movies or just cuddling because we’ve had lots of sex (🌚). You’re the one I want to go to baby gap with and look for clothes for our newborn, ‘cause we’ve both been saying we don’t want kids for lots of time but for you, I’d try and be the best mom I could. I want to do everything I’ve never done and everything I have with you, only you.

Because you’re more than my boyfriend, you’re like the best friend I can kiss and have sex with, who wants more in life? Some people spends their whole lives looking for someone who makes them feel the way I feel about you, and die looking for them. How lucky we are to have found each other in the most unexpected way.

When I was falling for you, I was feeling so much and doing so little, but I found a quote that made me want to take a shot and tell you “I love you” (but still couldn’t do it sober, haha): “The one thing I know for sure is that feelings are rarely mutual, so when they are, drop everything (...) because this is it, this is what the entire world is after and you’ve stumbled upon it by chance, by accident.” As you may know now, I’ve been heartbroken twice, both times it wasn’t my decision to end the relationship. This is why I was so afraid to fall in love with you, because I’m always the one who ends up feeling like she’s not good enough for someone to stay for a while. But in the end, I decided to take a chance and I can say for sure I’ve been having the time of my life with you by my side. It hasn’t been easy because that’s the way life and love is, but I don’t regret anything we’ve been through, ‘cause otherwise, we wouldn’t be together.

On one of my favorite lines where I was just starting to feel comfortable, a guy answers.  I tell him that I don’t want to talk about therapists, and that I don’t need advice about them.  But then he goes on about it.

He asks me why I’m not seeing a mental health professional.  I politely tell him that I’ve already asked that we don’t talk about that.  (It’s just too long to talk about.)

He then tells me this line is not for people to call every day and that I need to see a mental health professional. 

It’s a common refrain for people who don’t know what they’re doing.

I feel sorry for all the people who believe doofus people like this.  I feel doubly bad for people who really needed help and got this stupidity.

Luckily for me, 3 other people on that line, including 2 managers had already told me that I’m welcome to call as much as I’d like, one person even inviting me to call every day.

Why some people have to be so uncaring, unwelcoming, and unkind, I don’t know. 

Hello mahal, im opening... Again!

Heheh. Normal shift lang naman. Alam mo ba, kampante ako sa store pag wala si Mam Jean, wala si Jay hays sarap sa pakiramdam. Hehe. Naka leave kasi un pareho. Tapos ayun, natuwa na naman ang puso ko kasi tumawag ka na naman. ❤️❤️❤️

Ang sarap pakinggan palagi ng boses mo. Masaya ako kasi nalalaman ko kung ano ang kalagayan mo dyan. Basta pag need mo ko, call kalang ah lovey ko ah.

Pagka out ko, nagpa perm ako ng eyelashes. Ewan ko ba, bigla ko lang naisipan. Haha. Naalala nga kita, kasi sa tuwing ganun, ang patient mo palagi na naghihintay sakin. Miss na miss na kita jener. Gusto ko pagbalik mo, same kaparin sa kung sino ka at ano ka. Feeling ko, more strict na ikaw ✌🏼 Pero its fine, atleast it'll help us grow.

Ahhhh, tom excited nako may plans kami ni marton, micah and nichole na kumain sa lumabas. I miss you asawa ko, sleep kana siguro kasi anong oras na naman kayo gigising ng madaling araw.