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My little Experience

Europe Tour Announcement: “yeshhhh imma go even if I have to go to France or England” 

Berlin Announcement: “F*ck yeahhhhhh”

Ticket sale: *my friend bought them for both of us since I was in school* I went on the website on time and I saw the vvip and vip are sold out, but I didn't realise it really, till my friend wrote me she somehow made it. I was under electricity for the rest of the day lol

Merch announcement: “I wanna die why aren't they selling the lightbands?? Well f*** I don't have time to buy any replacement Imma be there empty handed”

The day before: I flew to Berlin and I only got excited when I thought about on how I´m in the same freaking city as day6″

In the queue: I never was so cold that I couldn't feel my feet anymore. But now I was. I was messy so I ended up staying in the false queue since nobody could tell anyone that they had finally organised a line for the vip and vvip. I ended up with 354...

Line up:  just waiting but little less painful

Before the concert: Buying merch and putting our things away took some time so didn't get a place that great :/ *Note: I still couldn't process that it's freaking happening* 

The Beginning:     :0  yes just that I was speechless okay

During: “hfwhfgjwsflja” XD it was freaking amazing. The girls in front of me were kinda the party pooper since all they did was stand still no matter the song.

My throat hurt from the singing and occasional *cough cough* screaming, Water was passed down and it helped really!

When every member gave us a little speech I screamed “Beautiful” when it was Sungjins turn, idk why I did it was a reflex mdbfaskbsv it was quiet so maybe, just maybe you heard me on a fancam hjdfklashkdfh (I did similar to jae with “I love you more” but I don't think that it was heard lol)

I got really exhausted so I couldn't give my all till the end. I sat on the floor as soon as it ended. *I still couldnt process it that I´m actually there and saw them!!* I kinda could have cried but I don't do that so yeah

My friend cried a ton in contrast. 

HiTouch: I didn't plan anything so here you go XD:

Jae: Hi- (He looked and really exhausted) Me: I-I can´t wai-wait for jae- jaesix season two (I´m so sorry jae I´m just unable to speak)

Wonpil: Hi Me: Hello :) (yes that it TT my awkward bean)

Dowoon: * very enthusiastic* Guten Abend (He said something in German but I can't remember it so that's just my guess TT) Me: Hello *Fangirling internally why do we deserve this precious human being*

Sungjin: *very energetic even his high touch* (that's all there is to know he was that great)

Youngk: Hii (he is so soft (not his hands lol) I literally just can't)  Me: *Since he is my ult I didn't know anything to do* so all I could do is look him in the eyes and give him a soft “hi” and a soft high touch

My friend told me, that youngk also has cold hands but I didnt take notice in it and thought his hands was warm because my hans were cold as always lol

For the rest of the trip in Berlin, me and my friend didn't speak much. For me it was mainly bc of the exhaustion I yes I still didn't process anything at all.

So there I am the next Day just in time to school: wtf wtf wtf wtf WTF. Like my heart couldn't stop racing til I had to take a time out and go to the toilet to shed a tear. And fro the rest of the school day I couldnt concentrate bc I saw youngks face from the hitouch infront of me again and again.

I mean it when I say that I just learned for the first time what it means when someone takes your breath away. Because of Youngk I lose my breath every time I think of it. literally