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It's another one of those nights. Where I can't think about anything else but you. I find it harder and harder to forget about us, and what we could have been. I hate that I'm so weak to the point where I can't even get through my days.. or I can't even sleep at night. I can't and won't see myself with anyone else, call me crazy - and it may be cheesy. But you're all I want. Less than three.

You're just like any other guy out there, and I can easily find someone with your asshole mentality, which is why I don't worry about finding someone like you - the thing I'm scared of, is not being able to find what we had. This is the first time I've ever really felt like this. But I really need to stop. You're just a big ball of bullshit, and yet I still chase after you. I want someone/something 100% real. Cause the feeling of being wanted by someone is what makes me genuinely happy. Like I said, i'd rather love you while you're around and hate you when you leave. "Asking to be, "just friends" with someone who truly cares and loves you, is just like asking to keep your dead puppy." We could have been so much more. Why'd you have to give up on me?

I wish it was possible to just forget about you completely. I don't understand why I try, when I know I'm just playing myself in the end. Fuck it. 

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