Hmm wore your favourite shirt today, I even shaved today, I could not wear the bracelet you gifted me though, I miss you so much grandma, I miss your phone calls the predictable ones and the unpredictable ones, miss your hand in mine when you would walk to the car, I miss taking you places, I miss your care and the way you saw the world, I miss your stubborn mind, thank you so much for what you gave us all, hmm so much have changed since you left, good and bad, thank you for the family you created. Hmm I will watch over the promises I made you, I am working on them. Hmm happy birthday

Hmm today she crossed the road before me, hmm I guess she did not even notice, hmm I am just another face in the crowd to her now, a stranger in this crazy world, I missed heart beats, and my heart was pounding inside my chest, I felt alive wishing I was dead. I miss her so much, I hope I am wrong about that, but there was something wrong in her eyes, her face did not read right hmm happy. God!!! I know you care and love her more than anyone could ever do, hmm speak to her heart, give her peace and confidence, give her rest and a place hmm a space to lay down her burdens if she has any, bless her household, I speak peace and understanding in her house, may you provide to all their needs.

1-1 for Castro!

I feel like I'm watching again the match against Darmstadt 98...